世乒赛、汤尤杯，双双淹没在我浮躁的心情里。但哪天是决赛呢，这还是有必要弄清楚的。F1是幸运的，我5月7日的精神该抖擞了哦。

 

我是真的很讨厌人多，讨厌让不相干的人毁了自由。真是相当小众哎。

 

和Emily一阵暴走之后，强烈意识到自己的挑剔，真是人越大主意越多、越难迎合。我也拿自己没办法了。

 

前面看到张芳居然得了那么可怜的分，太作孽了，明明跳得很好嘛，观众真是没品。

 

还想说什么呢，各位好好过节，收放自如吧。

Cat问我在Space上写的算日记么，我说当然不算，不信你看，极少流露生活琐事和心情。

 

毕竟有笔记的日记，那感觉才是真挚的。但是网络有其无法比拟的优越性，可以方便地捧些好东西和坏东西呈出来，与大家分享。特钟爱一句话：分享才是烹饪最终的精髓。故举一反三，落实于此。

 

只是不善于把生活呈出来，凑合一下啰——

 

这星期（请允许我把明天忽略不计）挺忙活的，我把身体给了课堂，心给了电台。倦极哟！

 

收骨头的日子眼看不远矣，长假真是永远过不舒坦，永远！而我却永远没有自知之明地献出泛滥的期待，永远！

 

——就没了。

先扯开一句，巴顿先生真委屈，都快成倒霉专业户了。

再谢谢拉面头，难得让他老人家也郁闷一回，难得他的座驾多多少少也出了点小状况。

 

扯回来。

说不上完美吧，至少也是够爽的了。舒马赫总算熬出头了（听着怎么那么别扭），总算摒牢了！

我一年多以来的夙愿啊！似乎考试也不大有这般紧张的。虾兵二将的倾情解说更是加速我的心率，还动不动弄得我笑出声来，快大脑分裂了唉，比看Kimi那会儿还捏把汗呢。哎，今天压根没分神给他过，俩眼直愣愣的就盯着那分段计时显示：0.358,etc...

 

第一次听说“棒棒糖”这个称呼，真有意思。

观众也特搞笑，居然还有说“加油！好男儿”的。

明天誓听“强强”！

 

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现在渐渐明白不能强加于人自己的好恶。正像Lee不许我看《My Own Private Idaho》，怕我的不喜欢会让她不舒服。于是我也学着尽量不在推荐什么的同时期待什么。

 

又一次回首我珍爱的《Before Sunrise & Sunset》，是因为Mindy说《Laws of Attraction》比这两部好看。我知道这绝对绝对不可能，急不可耐地看过之后，总算得以安心。所以我只好令她失望了。我到现在也不知道怎么去写看这两部电影的感受，也许永远别知道最好，否则失望的不只是别人了。

前阵子看到一篇周黎明的文章，说影评该怎么写。他说有时候专业影评还不及普通观众的一句“好看”或“不好看”来的有价值。想想也对，从来没有哪篇影评能准确带给我观影时的那份感受。所以我的这些泛泛而谈也不会显得太寒酸了。

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先说今天为了还债看的一部《Chocolat》。原以为和Juliette Binoche另一部轻骑兵差不太多，结果却看得我津津有味。里头的Johnny Depp让我很眼馋，有点《末路狂花》里Brad Pitt的味道。当然主要还是故事讲得好。好故事，所以好看！

 

昨天看《The Squid and the Whale》，也和之前想象的大相径庭。讲的是家庭成员之间的各种关系，很直白，很现实，很残酷。Laura Linney为什么总是那么浑然天成，根本看不出表演痕迹。承认这片子很好，值得花时间看，但遗憾不怎么好看。

 

《推手》，和《喜宴》、《饮食男女》如出一辙得好。李安不想说自己是文化人，因为他觉得人民群众挺烦文化人的。但作品是有力的证明，想不喜欢也难。即使不喜欢《断》的人也会觉得这三部好，我打保票。

 

还有一堆青春片惊悚片就不高兴提了，看得开心刺激就值了。

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本来刚才在看《The Age of Innocence》，用KMPlayer放了十几分钟实在看不下去了。 这种片子非看DVD不可，不能在电脑上糟蹋了看片的氛围进而影响了看片的心情，虽然还不敢确定是否喜欢。

看着短池游泳锦标赛，不由自主地想到了两年后的北京奥运会。

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想到揭晓申办城市那晚在进才参加夏令营，正和jamie以及几个进才的同学打80分，然后妈妈一个电话过来，说申奥成功了，整个寝室一片欢腾。后来知道不光我们寝室，那一晚，整个寝室楼都在沸腾。真值得全体中国人为之兴奋。

Before Sunrise 

Street Poet: Daydream, delusion, limousine, eyelash / Oh baby with your pretty face / Drop a tear in my wineglass / Look at those big eyes / See what you mean to me / Sweet-cakes and milkshakes / I'm delusion angel / I'm fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don't want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we're going / Latched in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I'll carry you / You'll carry me / That's how it could be / Don't you know me? / Don't you know me by now?

Celine: Isn't everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?

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Celine: Memories are wonderful things, if you don't have to deal with the past.

Celine: I guess when you're young, you just believe there'll be many people with whom you'll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times.

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Robert Kincaid: I dont want to need you, 'cause I can't have you.

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Forrester: The key to a woman's heart is an unexpected gift at an unexpected time.

Forrester: You must write your first draft with your heart. You rewrite with your head.

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Jack Twist: I wish I knew how to quit you.

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Dead Poets Society

John Keating: I thought the purpose of education was to learn to think for yourself.

John Keating: Boys, you must strive to find your own voice.

Todd Anderson: [standing on his desk] Oh captain, my captain.

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Closer

Alice: Why isn't love enough?

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Tom Booker: Knowing is the easy part; saying it out loud is the hard part.

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Katherine: Never lose your childish innocence.

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Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.

 

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Celine: But at the same time I don't want to be one of those people who don't believe in anything magical.
Jesse: So then, astrology.
Celine: Yes, of course! Now that makes total sense, right? You're a Capricorn, I'm a Sagittarius, that's why we get along so well!